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the girl next door.
Hello there, I'm Joanna, I'm a 15 year old girl who resides in average Adelaide.I wish I could wake up early and walk around my block every morning, to get fit. I love the weekends, because that's when I don't have to worry about anything. I've been with my boyfriend, for quite a long time and I love him more than anything. I like honest people but some are too opinionated. I can't be angry or hate someone for too long, life's too short. I love every song of Taylor Swift, I think she's really amazing. I believe that, I have an OCD with my school diary /hehe. One day, I will write a long long list of all the things I want to do before I die. |
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about this blog
Cute photo's and meaningful lyrics ♬I like to write and write when I'm either bored, down, happy or excited. Click on the archives, so you can read my older posts, if you want. Add me to your blog list? Copy my blogsite URL then, click here. http://www.blogger.com/home archives
seduction leads to destruction.
And as we walked we were talking.I didn't say half the things I wanted to. Of all the girls tossing rocks at your window. I'll be the one waiting there even when it's cold.
Hey Tony, I could give you fifty reasons. |
Maybe it's true
 that I can't live without you. Lately, I've been trying to blog. But everytime, I write a few words then I just close the window. Because maybe, I just don't wanna let it out anymore. But this time, it's different. I'm forcing myself to write, and maybe this time I won't be closing this window. Lately, I've been thinking. I want something that has no strings attached. No baggage. I don't want to be the one, feeling like I have to pick up the pieces, everytime something happens between us. I want to be the one in this relationship, who you come running back to. Not the other way around. I want to be the one who, doesn't have to be sitting here thinking about what you're doing, what you're thinking every single possible moment, there is. So maybe, I'm asking for too much. Maybe, I'm just thinking too much. But you can't blame me for that, I haven't thought this much in a long time. Because everytime, I just tell myself to 'let it go'. I know you love me, I know you love me alot .. But you know that your feelings for me, cannot be compared to my feelings for you. I really hope you've un-bookmarked my blog spot, so that you won't be able to read this. But like they say, What doesn't kill us, makes us stronger ... right? Try to be a rainbow in someone's cloud.
 Sorry about that shiny glare in that photo. Well that's my bedroom wall :) I was planning to add more photo's to it. But dad thinks I'm silly, for all this trouble. When we're almost moving houses. I got bored todaaay, after my dentist appointment. So I went to the shops, and printed a whole load of 'inspirational photos, with cute quotes on them' onto glossy photo paper :D I hope you guys like it :) 30 Things I want to before I die.
In no particular order.1. Live with Tony, all day, everyday. 2. Go to Santa Barbara, California. 3. Save someone's life. 4. Get straight A's. 5. See The Maine live. 6. Get so drunk, and get a tattoo, so I won't feel as much pain. 7. Build and decorate a cosy treehouse. 8. Redecorate my whole entire bedroom with bright baby colours. 9. Cover my 'decorated' bedroom walls with inspirational happy pictures. 10. Rock-climbing. 11. Get arrested for abusing a cop. 12. Go on holidays for a week at some fancy Springs & Spa Resort with Tony. 13. Be Hilary Duff's bestfriend. 14. Learn to rollerblade. 15. Write a book about my life story, only when I'm older. 16. Complete a rubix cube. 17. Have a job that will earn millions. 18. Join body attack at the gym. 19. Get very fit. 20. A star named after me. 21. Have 30 dresses, in total. 22. Have no enemies. 23. Have so many books, that my bookshelf would collapse. 24. Go scubadiving. 24. Be independant! 25. Get married to Tony, and have children. 26. Own a beach house. 27. A long road trip with Tony and friends. 28. Choose an expensive outfit, and pay them with Monopoly money and run out. 29. Meet Taylor Swift. 30. Be really happy with Tony, when I'm old. Cheer up buttercup.
 I am currently sick. It's killing me. & I really want to watch the Hannah Montana Movie again! I haven't been blogging daily, I think it's because I really have nothing to blog about. I need something exciting to blog about! SOMEONE, ANYWHO INSPIRE ME. So I took today off, because I am really not well. I'm taking tomorrow off too, because doctor says so :D I rarely get sick, but when I do, it's really bad. Secretly I think I got it off Tony! But ssshhh, he doesn't need to know that. (A) Hope he doesn't read this. My throat is inflamed. Bloody head hurts. I really don't know where I get my strength from. Enough of this shit now. Tonyyyyy should hurry the hell up and finish his homework. I know if I get off msn, and wait for him, I'll fall asleep and won't wake up 'til morning. So I'm passing time by blogging this pointless blog. So I get the chance to talk to him on the phone. Because why? Because I bloody miss him okay? :( I'm feeling really weak and emotional today, don't mind me :) Lately, I've been urging to go to the beach. Beach walks, are amazing. Although, it's fair cold. I still want to go! Only when you're lonely.
Yesterday I had a fair good day, I guess.Not going to go into details about yesterday. Today! I had a bloody blast! It pretty much started off with G.I Joe, with Tony, Duy and Dat. G.I Joe was so good :) Jorden and Marilyn decided to watch Orphan. We then bussed it to Tony's house. It was pretty fun. We left Tony's house after a while. Then went back to Arndale, to get Marilyn. Then, we all decided to watch BandSlam. That movie is so so shit. But meh 8-) Sorry, this post isn't very detailed. & Although I said I had a blast, it doesn't sound very awesome. But trust me, today was fun :) xo. We couldn't fix all the things our distance had broken.
 It's good to know that there are a few people, that I can rely on to make my days better. Ps. I just read a friend's blog. & I'm wondering who he's writing about. Love songs on the radio.
I'm pretty bored at the moment.So I decided to think of things to blog. Tony's at Braden's. I'm at home, doing nothing. Suppose to be swimming this morning. Was about the invite Tony to come along. But he's busy, so I couldn't be bothered. I had a great long weekend, friday off. Very productive weekend! Friday was fun. Saturday was fun. Sunday.. I'll get back to you. Anyways, I just thought of something. There's this really cute couple in the class next to us, for maths school. Fair sure, they've been dating for ages. I don't wanna include names, because yeah :( We were all talking about subjects we were planning on choosing for year 11. Wanna hear mine? .. Sure! Religion (compulsory) English (compulsory) Maths - Studies. Perhaps Specialists? Maybe not. Biology. Chemistry. Psychology. An okay choice? What do you guys think? I have so much Art homework, I have to complete today. To be honest, I really can't be bothered. But I guess I have to finish it. Thursday and Friday is fucking retreat. Makayla isn't even going. Screwwwwww you! I cbf going, but I guess I have to. Ugh, don't even wanna talk/think of retreat. Okay, I might blog at night. Can't promise anything though. I miss you Tonyyy! |