the girl next door.

Hello there, I'm Joanna, I'm a 15 year old girl who resides in average Adelaide.
I wish I could wake up early and walk around my block every morning, to get fit.
I love the weekends, because that's when I don't have to worry about anything.
I've been with my boyfriend, for quite a long time and I love him more than anything.
I like honest people but some are too opinionated.
I can't be angry or hate someone for too long, life's too short.
I love every song of Taylor Swift, I think she's really amazing.
I believe that, I have an OCD with my school diary /hehe.
One day, I will write a long long list of all the things I want to do before I die.

about this blog

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I like to write and write when I'm either bored, down, happy or excited.
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seduction leads to destruction.

And as we walked we were talking.
I didn't say half the things I wanted to.
Of all the girls tossing rocks at your window.
I'll be the one waiting there even when it's cold.

Hey Tony, I could give you fifty reasons.
Why I should be the one you choose.
All those other girls, well they're beautiful.
But would they stick around?

Yeah, i miss the old us.

We're not the same anymore :\

We're all over the place, pretending like nothing is wrong.

School's taking over your life and your lack of sleep.

I can be patient, if you like.

It's cold, and i feel all alone.

Truth hurts, but i'm kind of used to it by now.

Well at least one of us, knows i've tried.

(U)

i am

so tired of you and your short answers.

like come on --'

i honestly have no clue what's wrong with you.

DUDE, WOW.

i like use this blogsite, only for raging moments/rants.

ARGH. im such an angry person these days.

/stabs self.

I know all your favourite songs,
And you tell me about your dreams.
I know where you belong.
And i think its with me.

You belong with me.

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town.

I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down.

You say you're fine, but i know you better than that.

Hey, what you doing with a girl like that?

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Maybe, you should find someone else.

That would actually make you feel good about yourself.

Everyday, you feel down.

Telling me, how you and her do nothing.

It doesn't seem like it's working out.

But maybe it's worth the wait :)

Its your relationship, not mine.

I just miss your smile :D

I have a headache.

And i don't need you "saving" me.

I'm cutting sick.

Hope my head blows up.

I swear.

Today's a really bad day --'

It's not even funny.

I honestly, wanna take off.

Stupid fucking friends.

I hate you all.

trust me, I REALLY DO.

All die.

Lost In Translation?

I think so.

Im quite confused |:

Is it to me?

Or isnt it?

Oh hai thurrrrr /pedo smile.

Tonight's such a dead night for me and him.

But Ghost Whisperer's was so awesome.

Me and a friend, started to talk normally again,

but after i logged back on, it went all quiet again.

Lol how strange, but maybe .. AHH I DONT KNOW!

Well i think thingy is coming to see me tmr.

Because i don't get to go town, so i think he's still coming.

Anywho, i feel like an extra long post.

Even though, no one will read it but oh well :)

Ew, well i need to pee right now,

my bladder might burst soon.

eh :)

Im actually really in love with ..

Lady Gaga - Eh Eh :D

It makes me feel really good, inside.

Who might be reading, i really think you should dl it.

Worth the dl :)

Oh Oh!

After school, my mother is taking me to kmart!

Im excited.

To get some "stuff".

Yayers.

Well at school, im cutting sick at everyone,

and sometimes i turn into a raging bitch.

Lol! But today me and lyssssie, were bored and ahead

of everyone in maths, so she decided she would draw me a picture.

and also, we decided that the IT man, was a pedo and was

hitting on Mrs Price /pedo smile.

Ill show you! :)

Note: Its Lyssie's and my wedding :D

With a unicorn, a fire man stripper and Tony; being angry :(

Ew at my school.

So much homework.

Lol, totally not cool.

Coz im drowning in piles and piles of homework.

But today was pretty good.

We laughed heaps and being retards.

Oh talking to Madison today made me feel happy :)

Because i haven't talked to her in AGES.

She said she missed me :D Haha yay.

I am loving myspace so much better than bebo right now :D

Oh and my social life is dying, but surprisingly, im fine with it.

Science with Elle tmr :)

My little albino. Haha.

honestly

not

fucking

care.

just

pathetic.

oh and yeah i love love love tony.

i dont get it.

everyone says, i'm too hard on myself.

but they don't know anything.

its so hard to explain, so i'm just going to stop explaining to them.

i don't show as much dedication to him, as much as he shows to me.

and he thinks that he's not enough for me.

but honestly, i think he's way too much for me, too good for me.

everyone says, i stress too much about him.

but they don't know half of the time, we fight.

which is basically every night.

its hard living up to be the person ..

everyone wants you to be.

life crisis.

i cant hold this together anymore.

i fuck him over too many times, its actually not fair.

why can't i be who i want to be.

why can't i be who he wants me to be.

he says, he hasn't seen the good side of me.

now im actually scared, he meant it.

that he's never seen a good side of me.

i just wanted be the glue to this relationship,

and i can't even do that.

Oh so it's..

Valentines Day (F)

Everyone's pretty pumped for today.

So everyone, have a good day with your whoever.

happpppy valentines bitchessssssssssssssssssss :D

(L)

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh

i've

noticed

doesnt

show

much

affection,

when

his

friends

are

near.

FML

....

Haha im so stressed :D

Its hilarious.

I think i might be able to pull all my hair out soon.

100 things, that make me happy :)

1. Family.
2. Friends.
3. Days when i see Tony.
4. Eating out with family.
5. Adrenaline Rushes.
6. Sunny days.
7. Horoscopes.
8. New people.
9. My birthday.
10. Random morning text messages.
11. Smiles from strangers.
12. Being told that I'm beautiful by Tony.
13. Nice dreams.
14. Love letters.
15. Good hair days.
16. Watching Brothers&Sisters.
17. Watching Gossip Girl.
18. Purple.
19. Pretty things.
20. Cute people.
21. Hugs from friends.
22. Family.
23. Finishing something I've started.
24. Listening to nice old songs.
25. Kisses.
26. Meaningful lyrics.
26. Wolfteaming with the boys.
27. Nice perfume.
28. Perfect outfits.
29. Rnb.
30. Reading a good book.
31. A Cinderella Story.
32. Warm jumper on cold days.
33. Boost! Juice.
34. Johnta Austin.
35. d&m's with Jorden.
36. Chilled out days.
37. Holidays.
38. Unicorns.
39. Princesses.
40. My room.
41. Warm nights.
42. Msn.
43. Good singers.
44. Having $$$.
45. New clothes.
46. When parents are happy.
47. Random gifts.
48. Bubblegum & rainbow icecream.
49. Dressing up.
50. The beach.
51. Seeing friends.
52. No homework.
52. Bubble gum.
53. Weekends.
54. Planning outfits for Saturdays.
55. Random phone calls.
56. Massive talks with friends.
57. Friendly people.
58. Compliments.
59. Pretty pictures.
60. Winning a fight.
61. Carmex.
62. Ipod.
63. Late nights on msn with Tony.
64. Him buying me Boost Juice.
65. Primary school reunions.
66. Good english.
67. Smart people.
68. Nice teachers.
69. Alone time with Tony.
70. Comfortable beds.
71. Lots of pillows.
72. Nice pj's.
73. Having things to watch.
74. Green Tea icecream at Sushi Train.
75. Laughing hard with friends.
76. No fighting.
77. New music.
78. Blogging.
79. Excitement.
80. Being the only ones in the movie theatre.
81. Interesting people.
82. Pretty stars at night.
83. Animals.
84. Daydreaming.
85. When Tony says that he loves me.
86. Getting enough sleep.
87. Sneaking around.
88. Dropped off and picked up by parents.
89. Fresh starts.
90. Love hearts.
91. Pretending to hate cheesiness.
92. Reverse psychology.
93. Trustworthy people.
94. Cousins who keeps my secrets.
95. Crime shows.
96. Ironned clothing.
97. Blankies.
98. Bonding time with mother.
99. Cute names.
100. Tony.

Today has been..

Pretty damn good.

But minus the stupid situation with Aisha + other fuckers.

Overall, everything is pretty chilled :)

I just thought i should just post ;D

I am TOTALLY super!

I just cracked a SUPER HARD ASS MATHS QUESTION! :D

my tutor and his other student couldnt do it!

So he asked me :O

And i looked at it once and BAM!

I WORKED IT OUT!

SMART? i know right!

So im not dumb after all (A)

he said that i saved the day /dancessssssss!

And he said that "you're not just a pretty face"

I found that quite pedoish and abit creepy, but i said thanks anyways!

I JUST TOTALLY MADE MY OWN DAY! :D

(F)

Melbourne fires :(

Its getting so much worse, by the minute.

So many people are dying.

(F)(F)(F)(F)

I pray that the fire stops :(

And i pray for all the people who have died.

Rest in peace <3

Don't worry, im still in a good mood, relax :D

Well all my previous posts, except for one, has been about angry stuff and me raging and ranting D: /stabs something :D

Oh ps: Mind all my rude words, in previous posts.

I was angry okay? (U)

But now, im all good agaaaaaaaaaain /dances.

Oh but my life would be better, if i met a friend

who break the cliche :D

I think it should be a girl, because i don't want/need any more guy friends :D

'09; New Year. New People. New Me :)

DUDE, WOW.

Today's been so awesome :)

First day in ages, that i haven't had trouble with :D

So its great .. for now :)

Well its only 4:22pm, and i just got back from school :D

Oh on our way back, we saw Duy and Co Nguyet!

Duy ran and hugged me! Haha!

And i saw eric today, the homie tried to act cool with his BPS bucket hat and all (H)

Well its homework time now. :D

I'll report back on my day, later.

Over & out pretties.

PS: oh today, i had so much fun in maths :D

I'm the smartest fairy of them all (A)

I am about

to fucking stab :)

Because im having such a great night.

Absolutely perfect and no fights at all.

I just love my life so much.

Ah, its just so chilled out and relaxed.

Wont have it any other way.

Oh fuck this.

Lol. Like seriously.

Im hell pissing my pants D:

I have goosebumps - not surprising.

And my tummy is turning upside down, over and over again D:

But oh well :)

Im living life, all pretty chilled.

And trying to not give a fuck what others think.

Maybe next time, i should keep my fucking mouth shut about going swimming.

Like A FEW HOURS OF SWIMMING caused a whole load of unnecessary crap.

And I FUCKING KNOW MY LIMITS - but obviously, it doesnt seem like it.

Ew im such a screw up, its hilarious :)

In response to 'Lollerskates'

DUDE, TB? HAHA!

Crank him up on bebo or something :)

Then you shall link me.

I am

an emotional wreck.

Dude, .

im starting to panic.

I HAVE FUCKING GOOSEBUMPS all up my legs and arms /stabs.

THINGS ARE CHANGING.

CHANGE = I CANT COPE WITH CHANGE

CHANGE = BAD

CHANGE = /stabs self.

OHMRBHBFGHDBHGBGF i think i need to vomit.

what the fuck is wrong with me.

/stabs

WBHDBSHDBSHBDBHDHBDAHBXdbcdfhsdbf

ssdffffffffffsnfajnuewkhbfhdsbfhdsfycccckxkkdkfkLOOOOOOOLsdbshbdshbaa

/rantfuckingover.

Shit me :\

I think thing's are starting go all strange with me and Mr. 'you know who'.

Always about studying. I know, i know that school and study is 2343456587

times more important than i ever will be, because it's his future :|

But i am starting to stress over the most littliest things now, its scaring me D:

I can't help but feel all bsdhfbsdhbfs

/vomits.

/stabs.

/shoots self.

/dies.

/end rant.