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the girl next door.
Hello there, I'm Joanna, I'm a 15 year old girl who resides in average Adelaide.I wish I could wake up early and walk around my block every morning, to get fit. I love the weekends, because that's when I don't have to worry about anything. I've been with my boyfriend, for quite a long time and I love him more than anything. I like honest people but some are too opinionated. I can't be angry or hate someone for too long, life's too short. I love every song of Taylor Swift, I think she's really amazing. I believe that, I have an OCD with my school diary /hehe. One day, I will write a long long list of all the things I want to do before I die. |
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about this blog
Cute photo's and meaningful lyrics ♬I like to write and write when I'm either bored, down, happy or excited. Click on the archives, so you can read my older posts, if you want. Add me to your blog list? Copy my blogsite URL then, click here. http://www.blogger.com/home archives
seduction leads to destruction.
And as we walked we were talking.I didn't say half the things I wanted to. Of all the girls tossing rocks at your window. I'll be the one waiting there even when it's cold.
Hey Tony, I could give you fifty reasons. |
Close call.
Last night, was horrible.Not to exaggerate, but I actually felt sick to the stomach. Me and Tony had a ..... fight over something. First thing I did, I told Makayla to call me right away. Because, I needed to tell her, or else I would've not worked it out by myself. She would be the first person, I told any problem too. So she called me, and I was literally in tears. My brother was right next to me, and the whole time, he told me to stop crying --' It was the worse night to have a fight, because I was actually about to go out to eat with my family. What a catastrophe ... Anywho, in the car, I asked my parents if I could stay back and try to mend things with him. But they said, if I stayed back, they would too. So I couldn't let them miss out on dinner --' It was truly embarrassing, because I kinda cried the whole way there and so on. I barely ate jackshit, and had a massive cup of Coke for dinner, just great ... I begged my parents to go home, because my head was about to explode. When I got home, I did a whole bunch of explaining. And for some reason, Tony understood and forgave me ... sort of.. Trust isn't there anymore, and he said that I had to earn it back. And yes, I promised him this wouldn't happen anymore. And this time, without doubt I'm going to stick to my promises. Because there was such a big possibility that he would've ended things. I was so sure that this was the end. But he stuck to his words and went through with the promise he made me ... earlier Gah, I hope last night never ever happens again. I still feel sick to the stomach, and I feel so guilty. I'm sorry Tony, and I promise it won't happen again. I love you so much to let it all go now. And thankyou Makayla :) I really should start learning to fight my own battles. I love you so bloody much, and I know you love me too (A) And I know you've always got my back <3 Thanks to a very close call, I've realised what really matters. Although, my mistakes could've ended everything we've ever worked on. You still decided to stick by me. I just want us to forget this whole thing. I hate myself for letting it get out of hand. Can't let a good thing go down the drain. Hey girl, it's ups and downs but we got to maintain. I know it get hard out there (Hard out there) I know i get rough out there (Ooh) But you can't leave, I can't do this without you. Hey you can't go, I can't do this without you. There's one thing you must know, I can't do this without you. Cause baby I need you by my side, I can't do this without you. I love you Tony - too much to let it happen again.
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