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the girl next door.
Hello there, I'm Joanna, I'm a 15 year old girl who resides in average Adelaide.I wish I could wake up early and walk around my block every morning, to get fit. I love the weekends, because that's when I don't have to worry about anything. I've been with my boyfriend, for quite a long time and I love him more than anything. I like honest people but some are too opinionated. I can't be angry or hate someone for too long, life's too short. I love every song of Taylor Swift, I think she's really amazing. I believe that, I have an OCD with my school diary /hehe. One day, I will write a long long list of all the things I want to do before I die. |
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about this blog
Cute photo's and meaningful lyrics ♬I like to write and write when I'm either bored, down, happy or excited. Click on the archives, so you can read my older posts, if you want. Add me to your blog list? Copy my blogsite URL then, click here. http://www.blogger.com/home archives
seduction leads to destruction.
And as we walked we were talking.I didn't say half the things I wanted to. Of all the girls tossing rocks at your window. I'll be the one waiting there even when it's cold.
Hey Tony, I could give you fifty reasons. |
I give up. I've done enough waiting for today. I'm turning into someone I really despise.
2009, what a year. So many things bad are happening to me, this year.Previous years, things haven't got this bad. I've shown a new side of me, to everyone I know. I don't think anyone likes it, because I sure don't. I don't even recognise myself anymore. Stupid bullshit. So many people are dying & the thought of death sends shivers through my body. End of so many friendships because of bad decisions. & last night, I did something bad and now i regret it. Gah, and I feel like complete shit. I'm sick of the people around me. I'm sick of having to play the waiting game, but I have no other choice. I should just dig a hole and die in it --' Today is the worst day, no joke. He hasn't been on all day. Waiting & waiting & waiting for you to come online :/ Now I guess that some things happen for a reason but I can't see how this has a brighter side. Missing you like an incompletion.
I've finally recovered from my lack of sleep.Tony's away at camp and I miss him terribly. But I am using his absence to my advantage. I've been sleeping early, these couple of days. I wish we could talk more. In that way I don't have to miss you so much I love you, Tony. pop&lockit!
Alright, so I have exams this monday, tuesday, wednesday and thursday --'Today was suppose to be our study day, but that it wasn't productive, at all. LOL! We tried to study okay!? Just turned into a chat sesh. Lol, but we did help out in rundle today :) Felt rewarding. Then I went to meet up with Tony. It was awesome. Cbf continueing with this post :)
Last night.
Okay, so last night was Tony's birthday party.Everyone had an awesome time. It was soooo amazing (L) That's all I'm going to say :D All Time Low was also playing that night! I missed out, but it was totally worth it. It's sall good, because Tina told me the goss this morning! She was literally ONE METRE AWAY FROM THE BAND! :( Argh, lucky! Hm.
I kinda miss you alot ..
5 Months.
I love you, Tony.
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