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A break does not mean BREAK UP.
Why does everyone think having a break leads to a break up.
Okay, maybe some relationships do. But not every relationship.
We need this break, to sort some things out in our heads on our own.
Without the other, influencing any decisions.
I wonder if the break lasted roughly a week, would you lose feelings for me?
I think you just need to straighten out your priorities, & then we're good.
Because I already know what my top priority is.
Now you need to know too.

I know I'll still love you after this.
Perhaps, stronger feelings.
We promised that nothing will change after this thing we call a break.
I'm not going anywhere, so hopefully you won't either.

Almost seven months, officially.
I feel so loved when I'm with you.
But when we're not together, I feel distant from you.
Lately, the only best times I have with you, is when I actually get to see you.
Hopefully, after a few days of being without each other, things will mend itself.

This break is only for a few days, maybe.
At least, it gives us a chance to miss each other.
Hopefully, it's not too long.
Hopefully, this will be the only break.

You wanted to call it a vacation, because it sounded better and 
you didn't want the word break, to scare me.
But I want this to be serious, so I'm calling it a break.
But I am strong .. sometimes.
You said that I'll survive this.
But I told you that if you don't see me around anymore.
It means that I've rolled myself in a carpet & rolled off a bridge.
I was only kidding! 
I know this will be hard.
But I'd do anything for us to get better.

I don't want to broadcast this to the world, 
but whoever reads this, keep in mind.
We're not breaking up.
So don't go skitz at either of us.
Because I've told one person already, & they went psycho for a few minutes.

If you happen to be reading this.
Have fun tonight, don't get depressed & get fully wasted.
Even though, I know you're gonna get all drunk,
Don't make it because of me <3 
I miss you, already!

I had an amazing time with you, yesterday Tony.
I hope we'll never have to let it come to this ever again.
I really do truly love you, more than anyone else.
I love you, so so so much.


Your world is my world.
Your fight is my fight.
My breath is your breath.





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