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My little sunshine
Good morning to you too :)


So, last night me and Tony went off the phone at 12:15? Approx.
Things weren't great.
I couldn't sleep for a very, I mean .. VERY long time.
Kept on tossing and turning in my warm, but empty bed.
I kept checking on my phone if he'd call me back.
But I think he fell asleep, & that's okay.
Because I'm sure he was fair tired.

By 1:14. I'd had enough.
My head was hurting, adding on with the sinus.
The whole house was dark, because everyone had already slept.
I walked into my parents room, with my pillow and blankie.
& decided I would sleep with them, because obviously 
I couldn't sleep on my own, last night.
Honestly, I sleep so much better with my parents than on my own.
I think I feel more safe .. and warm!
I didn't fall asleep until 1:30, maybe?
But I forgot to bring in my phones :/
So I couldn't check anymore.
This morning I woke up at 10.
Asked my brother to bring in my phones.
I received a message from Tony.
He'd told me that he couldn't sleep well, when we were like this.
Just want you to know Tony, that I don't sleep well either.
I wish I didn't say what I had said to you.
The silence was cutting me up.
I'm sure I hurt your feelings when I told you how I felt.
I know we're unstable right now.
But I really want to make this work.
I really love you.
Just don't lose your feelings for me & things will be fine.
Because I know that my feelings won't be changing anytime soon.

I love you, I really do.

Moving on, now.
I cannot wait until Tony downloads the Hannah Montana movie.
I swear it's so bloody awesome! :D
I'm going to watch it over and over again.

Moving on, again.
Last night, I watched Criminal Minds.
It was such a sad story, although quite creepy.
After that, I watched Living with Michael Jackson.
I swear, it was one of the most amazing things I've watched in a long time.
It was a massive interview with the guy, himself.
I hate the reporter/interviewer guy.
He asked so many personal questions that MJ clearly didn't want to answer.
But he was being very persistent, & kept on asking.
He even made Michael Jackson cry a few times!
Stupid guy.
I wish I'd loved him when he was still alive.
Michael Jackson is actually so kind hearted.
His home, Neverland is actually so amazing.
Michael Jackson told the reporter that he was Peter Pan.
That he wanted to stay young and never grow up.
He is very cute.
He had said that he was shy and all that.
His voice is also cute!

This world really needs more people like Michael Jackson.




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