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Keep holding on.


Alright, so my face hurts.
I'm fair sure I have a sinus problem.
Eh, hopefully our plans for Saturday is still on.
Lately, we've been .. well I don't know the word for it.
I think we're growing apart.
I thought that these holidays would be a time that we could 
spend more time talking or something like that.
But I guess not.
We're spending more time apart than ever.
& I hate it.
I'm sorry, if I keep complaining to you about everything.
But I don't know how else I'm going to cope.
Family commitments, I know.
But I can't help but feel like this.
Who's to blame though? No-one.
We're too caught up in our own lives.
Everything seems to be okay on the outside.
Everything seems to be okay to you.
Maybe I expect too much from you.
Maybe I get my hopes up a little too high.

My friend had told me that,
The little things that we do,
means so much to me.
She says that it's not a good or bad thing.
It just means that I care too much about the little things.
From all the things we do, to the things we don't do.
She thinks that I shouldn't worry too much about this.
But how can I not?

I would say I love you.
& you would say, I love you too.
Seems like a routine now.
But when we don't say it alot.
I say we don't say it enough.
I don't even know what I want.

If you're the air that I breathe,
Tell me why I'm suffocating.

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So before, I was trying to finish off watching
Another Cinderella Story, it's so good.
But the file, was broken.
So it kept on freezing.
& it's not my laptop, I swear.
Because I tried it on my computer too.
It's getting to the good part too.
& now it doesn't work anymore.

Right now, I'm watching Criminal Minds.
So goodbye.





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