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Maybe it's true























that I can't live without you.

Lately, I've been trying to blog.
But everytime, I write a few words then I just close the window.
Because maybe, I just don't wanna let it out anymore.
But this time, it's different.
I'm forcing myself to write, and maybe this time I won't be closing this window.


Lately, I've been thinking.
I want something that has no strings attached.
No baggage.
I don't want to be the one, feeling like I have to pick up the pieces,
everytime something happens between us.
I want to be the one in this relationship, who you come running back to.
Not the other way around.
I want to be the one who, doesn't have to be sitting here thinking about
what you're doing, what you're thinking every single possible moment, there is.
So maybe, I'm asking for too much.
Maybe, I'm just thinking too much.
But you can't blame me for that, I haven't thought this much in a long time.
Because everytime, I just tell myself to 'let it go'.

I know you love me,
I know you love me alot ..
But you know that your feelings for me, cannot be compared to my feelings for you.

I really hope you've un-bookmarked my blog spot, so that you won't be able to read this.

But like they say,
What doesn't kill us, makes us stronger ... right?




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